Monday, March 7, 2011

Chapter 1.9: The Secrets of Twinbrook

Blue, Twinbrook

Almost immediately, the door opened. Then a man with dark purple hair ran out of the house and pulled me into a gigantic hug.

"Blue," he cried. "I'm so glad to meet you at last!"

I was surprised, but strangely I felt no inclination to pull away. I had the feeling that he was good, and safe to be around.

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"Russ," a woman's voice shouted laughingly from inside the house. "Give her some air! She hasn't even met you yet and you're already crowding her."

The man who's name I gathered was Russ laughed too.

"Don't mind Muse," he said. "She's always a downer. Now, please, come inside."

I followed Russ into the cottage. It looked as though there were only three rooms, and all of the furniture was simple and cheap, yet the overall effect was homey rather than shabby.

Russ sat down next to a beautiful woman with bright teal hair who waved from the couch and introduced herself as Muse. From the way she teased Russ affectionately I guessed that they were in some sort of relationship.

"See, she can be nice when she puts her mind to it!" Russ said.

"Oh, shut up," cried Muse, and she swatted him hard on the arm.

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I was sure there had been magic involved in my trip, and I was very intrigued by the house and these people. A man with purple hair, a woman with teal hair. They had to be magical!

Unless they dyed their hair, the Guardian said cynically. Don't trust them till you're sure they aren't like your mother.

"You must be confused," Russ said, still smiling. I had a feeling that his comfortable grin was permanently etched on his face. "Why don't you sit down over there?"

He motioned at a comfortable arm chair. I sat down, amazed at how comfortable the cheap looking chair was.

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I looked across the room and gasped. There was an old woman sitting silently in an elegant chair in the corner. The decadent green fabric of the chair was completely out of odds with the rest of the room. Something about her was unnerving. Maybe it was her eyes, a deep olive green that I could sense even across the room. But there was also the sense that she had been burdened with knowledge so terrible that she could crash any moment under its weight.

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"Blue," Russ said exuberantly. "Welcome to the home of the founders of Twinbrook!"

I stared at him blankly. He continued to speak.

"My name is Russ Twinbrook, and this is my wife, Muse. My mother, Farla, is sitting over there. I am the direct descendant of Theo Twinbrook, the founder of this lovely town."

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"Don't be so pompous," Muse said jokingly. "And get to the good stuff already!"

"Well," Russ continued, "If my wife is done criticizing me, thank you very much, I'll continue! See, what most people don't know is that good old Theo was a wizard, and a pretty strong one, too. He had blue hair, just the same shade as yours, and his passion was also healing. Theo wanted to create a safe haven for witches and wizards, a place where they could seek relief from the jealous and those who were cruel enough to try to take what hadn't rightfully been born to them."

Russ's face looked so furious that I began to feel a bit angry myself. I wanted to stand up and defend him from whatever made him upset.

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I shook myself. What had gotten into me? I decided that Russ had some sort of persuasive magic around him.

The sensation felt strangely familiar. But when could I have been under the influence of this magic before?

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"You're a wizard," I said, ignoring the story Russ had been telling me. "So, what is it that your magic does exactly?"

"I'm sure you can guess," Russ said. "My hair color has gifted me with the magic of charisma. I have the power to influence others. I brought you here with a thread of my magic. You may have been nervous or wary when you arrived, but my magic ensured that you would trust me. I'm not even exerting my full power on you. Charisma is a dangerous magic; you're lucky I mean you no harm."

Muse sat next to him, smiling indulgently, as though she didn't think Russ any more harmful than a kitten.

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"And how do I know that?" I asked, despite my inclination that Russ and Muse were safe.

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"I'm not toying with your emotions or predisposing you to feel a certain way. Walk out the door right now, and I won't stop you, magically or physically. I just wanted a chance to meet the only other person in Twinbrook with magic besides my close family, nothing more sinister than that."

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Toying with your emotions. The words brought on a sudden slew of memories. Looking into Justin's eyes the first day I met him. Being so attracted to him so suddenly, committed to doing anything to help him. Feeling as though I would die if he didn't touch me. He planted those ideas in my head. Of course! Justin was working with my mother; why wouldn't he be a magic thief like her?

I was so angry that I could feel my power building again, seeking a target. All I could see was Justin's smirking, lying face. Where was he? I was sure I could destroy him from here, if I just knew where he was.

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Russ and Muse were oblivious, but the old woman in the corner looked at me warily. "Calm down, Bluvia," she said, sitting up in her chair, her voice ancient yet steady. "He's already dead, and he cannot harm you nor your family any further."

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"Dead?" I said quietly, my anger seeping away with each breath I took. I looked at the floor, more sad than I had any right to be. "How?"

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"Your mother killed him," the old woman said with no inflection in her voice. "She made your sister watch."

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"That's enough!" Muse said, her face twisted with something like pain. "Russ, please continue your story now."

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I sat unresponsively as Russ talked about Theo and his toils to create Twinbrook. At the moment, I could care less. I wasn't angry at Justin anymore. After all, what could I do that was worse than killing him?

I suddenly remember his panicked face on the beach after I refused to cure Wei. I could hear him say with pure certainty in his voice, "I'm going to die."

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It all went back to my mother. Poor Petunia! How traumatizing, to witness someone else's death like that! I wished desperately that I had taken Petunia with me to Twinbrook.

"Over the years, Twinbrook's population became less and less magical," Russ was saying. I decided to pay attention to his story again. It was time for me to learn more about magic.

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"Witches and wizards intermarried with others, gave birth to non-magical children. More and more people moved away as the outside world began to forget about magic. Safe to live amongst others, some preferred to live in bigger cities like Bridgeport, and others wanted to try their hand at farming in Riverview. The magical population of Twinbrook dwindled until only we were left- the original Twinbrooks."

"Why do you stay?" I asked, curious.

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"We guard Twinbrook against all dangers," Russ answered. "Twinbrook will always be a haven for those with magical powers. Why do you think, Blue, that you, so desperate to find somewhere safe, stumbled upon Twinbrook so easily? Your home kingdom is far, far away from here, but your magic and your need for a new home was so dire that Twinbrook found you and brought you here."

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"It doesn't hurt that she has the same magic as Theo," Muse said.

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"And exactly what type of magic is that?" I asked.

"Your hair's particular shade of blue gives you the power to ether heal or destroy any human," Russ replied. "Your power is very dangerous because it can so easily be used towards evil. Luckily, your passion leans towards healing. But even then, you'll notice that when your temper flares it's hard to control your power."

The old woman looked at me knowingly. I avoided her gaze, blushing a little.

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I thought about what Russ has said, but it didn't add up. "You guard Twinbrook against dangers," I began. "So how did Justin get into Twinbrook and why didn't you kick him out?"

I was just a bit resentful. Shouldn't these supposed guardians have helped me at least a little?

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Russ looked sad again. "The curse your mother placed on you is beyond our meddling. As long as Evarinne doesn't threaten Twinbrook itself her agents will be able to attack you and your family within our boundaries and we will be helpless to stop it. In Justin's case, it wasn't too hard for him to enter Twinbrook. He grew up here."

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The look on Russ's face indicated that he didn't want to discuss Justin anymore. I turned to address Muse instead.

"What do you do?" I asked abruptly.

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"My magic is not as grand as yours, I'm afraid." Muse said quietly. "I am gifted with the ability to manipulate and control cloth. I can also imbue cloth with certain magical properties."

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Muse stood up and walked towards me and, to my complete surprise, sniffed the air around me.

"You smell like my magic," she finally said. "Tell me, have you worn a pink dress recently? Long, rather fancy?"

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"Yes..." I replied, confused as to what she was getting at.

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"My handiwork," Muse said proudly. "The perfect maternity dress for a woman who wishes to conceal her pregnancy. I collaborated with a concealer for a month before we finished that dress, and I'm pretty satisfied with our result. No clue how it ended up in your possession, but magical items do have a way of finding those who need them."

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Well, that solved one idle question of mine.

"You keep saying your hair has gifted you with your powers," I said, failing to address the obvious misuse of gifted (I would do anything to get rid of this particular gift). "Does hair color determine what type of magic you have?"

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"Yes," Russ replied, smiling a bit. "Unless you steal magic from someone of another ability you will always be limited to what your hair color gives you. Stealing is frowned upon in the magical community, as you might have guessed. Collaboration is a more socially acceptable means of achieving a goal between magical disciplines."

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I asked Russ and Muse a few more questions about magic, surprised at how much had been lacking from the book in my old cabin. The heavily edited book, the Guardian reminded me. I sighed. Of course Mother hadn't wanted me to understand what I was getting into with magic.

I looked at my watch and realized it was already late afternoon. Goodwin would start to wonder what was possibly so intriguing at the park that I had to stay all day.

"I think it's time for me to go," I said, standing up.

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"Thank you for coming," Russ said, even though it had not been my choice. "You're welcome to come back anytime! But I believe my mother has something to say first before you go."

The the old woman beckoned me from the corner. I walked towards her slowly, dreading what I might see in those unnerving eyes.

"I told Russ to bring you here," she said when I stood in front of her. "Because I have something to tell you."

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"Spit it out," I replied, not feeling very gracious. I had a feeling I wouldn't like what she had to say.

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"Watch your children closely," the woman said. "There is a distinct possibility that one of them will join your mother and prove to hinder your family in the future. Only a very specific chain of events can prevent a betrayal, so move carefully at all times."

I turned in shock, nearly stumbling into a bookshelf behind me. I hadn't expected an attack against my family.

"How do you know?" I asked, unable to hide my sadness and fear. I was sick of magic and powers and always doing something wrong. "How did you know Justin was dead, that my sister had to watch? What is your power, and what was your original hair color?"

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The woman chose to answer my last question first. "It was brown," she laughed, her mouth wide open. "Ordinary, mousy brown."

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She wasn't magical? "Then how-"

The woman stood up shakily, as though she wanted to talk to me face to face.

"You don't need flamboyant hair to be a seer," she continued. "And that is what I am. I see visions of the past, present, and future. The past and present are often clearer than those of the future, because so much depends on individual choices. I guess you could say I see the possibilities of the future. And one of these possibilities, a very likely one, is that one of the children you raise will abandon you in favor of your mother."

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"Raven or Jay?" I asked. "No, they wouldn't!"

How dare she lecture me about my children?! They were good kids, I knew it. They would never go to my mother.

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"Or one of your unborn children. Maybe the one in your belly right now."

I gaped at her in shock.

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I had suspected I might be pregnant ever since I threw up outside the house the day before, but I hadn't taken a test yet. I hadn't even told Goodwin. I was excited yet also very, very scared, especially in light of the woman's prediction. Here was another child that might turn to Mother one day.

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"I see my abilities surprise you. Well, you will have to resign yourself to it, because one of your children will also have my power."

She looked a little apologetic. I imagined it got to be pretty tiring to constantly be the bearer of bad news.

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"Wait," I said, a new idea dawning so fast I couldn't even dwell on what she'd just told me. "You can tell me if any of my children will inherit my hair. Please, tell me!"

I was desperate with anger and fear. I knew I looked pathetic, but I needed a quick answer, something I could hold onto with Jay's birthday looming closer and closer.

The woman shook her head angrily, and I thought she would snap back at me. Then something changed on her face and I could see overwhelming sadness and pity. "I will not tell you something you cannot change. The only thing I can give you is advice: love your children no matter what color hair they have. Do not turn into your mother, Blue."

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I walked outside without saying goodbye, without even waving, so angry and sad and scared that I couldn't separate any of the emotions from each other. I had a long drive ahead of me with nothing to do but think.

I hope you guys enjoy this chapter even though you don't get to see either of the kids, and not very much time passed. This is information I've known since the beginning and I'm so excited you guys know it now too!

Check out the new "All About Magic" page for a straight version of everything you know about magic so far, including a little additional information that has been implied. It's not necessary to read it but it may help you keep everything straight.

As always, feedback and comments are greatly appreciated! :)

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Chapter 1.8: A Baby and a Birthday

Blue, Twinbrook

After Goodwin and I hung up, I could tell the baby wasn't going to wait much longer. But for some reason, I wasn't scared anymore. I knew Goodwin was coming. He was dropping work for me. I knew he would, but hearing the worry in his voice reminded me that he did love me.

This isn't so bad, I told myself. I'm a doctor. I've helped deliver babies before. I can do this!

I could feel the Guardian smiling with approval as I began to go over all of the birthing techniques in my head. Whenever I struggled or seemed ready to succumb to fear again, the Guardian coached me through the process. I guess it had learned birthing lessons from my time as a doctor, because it was pretty good!

"If you ever decide to get a job outside of the Guardian business, you could definitely be a birthing doctor!" I exclaimed between contractions, and the Guardian chuckled.

I was in labor for much less time than I had been with Raven. Just as I heard Goodwin swing open the front door frantically, I gave birth to little Jay Bird.

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As I stared at my little boy happily, Goodwin ran in.

"There was traffic," he cried. "I'm so sorry it took so long! But now let's get to the hospital, I'll carry you to the-"

He stopped, taking in the sight of me holding our new baby.
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"Meet Jay," I said quietly. "Our son."

It was as though some kind of emotional barrier broke at that moment. Goodwin flew over, his face ecstatic. His eyes alternated between me and the baby, unable to get enough of either of us.

I walked to the nursery, Goodwin following closely behind. I placed Jay in Goodwin's arms, and as he fed him his first bottle I could feel Goodwin shaking with joy next to me.

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"I love you," Goodwin said quietly. How long had it been since he'd told me that? "And I am so glad you're okay."

He kissed me tentatively, and I was amazed at my own happiness. That's when I knew everything would be fine again.

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That night, Goodwin and I talked for hours. We decided that Goodwin would only work four days a week until Raven and Jay were older. The money wouldn't come in as fast, but we both knew we'd be happier, and that would make all the difference.

It had been a long day, and we were both tired. Goodwin fell asleep mid sentence, and I marveled at how relaxed he seemed. I couldn't remember the last time he hadn't huddled on his side of the bed, rigid and stressed even in his sleep- or spent the night at the station.

I fell asleep gazing at him, and when I woke up I felt more refreshed than I had been in a long time.

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I heard Raven cry from the nursery. When I picked her up to give her a bottle I had a disconcerting thought: today was her birthday.

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It was good I felt so well-rested, because I was going to need any happiness I could muster to get through the day. How could I have forgotten? The loneliness and then panic during Jay's birth must have driven it far from my mind.

Goodwin offered to stay home and celebrate with me and Raven, but I told him to go to the station. He would have to explain to his boss why he had run off early (not to mention his new work hours), and I didn't want to make that any harder for him. I also needed to be alone, so that if the worst happened I could compose myself before Goodwin came home.

I changed into the pink dress, even though I had no pregnancy I wanted to hide, because it gave me some sort of comfort. Then I took Raven to the kitchen and pulled the birthday cake out of the fridge. We stood in front of the cake for a few minutes, until I couldn't prolong the birthday any longer.

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I blew out the candle on Raven's cake, and the world exploded in flame.

"What on earth?!" I cried, as the fire around the cake grew larger. "All I did was blow on the candle!"

But no one was there to hear me, and I cursed at myself for not letting my firefighter husband stay home. I had to act fast. I placed Raven on the floor, far away from the fire, and ran to get our emergency extinguisher.

For one terrible moment I panicked, unsure how to work the extinguisher. Then a memory of Goodwin explaining it to me clicked and I was able to get it going.

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I fought the flames until they were completely gone. I sighed with relief. Wouldn't Goodwin be proud!

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I turned to pick up Raven again, only to notice that she was already aging. The sparkles surrounded her, and when they dissipated she was a toddler with rusty red hair.

I almost fainted with happiness. I had no idea where the red hair had come from (maybe one of Justin's parents?), but it didn't matter. My first born was completely normal.

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You'll be worrying about Jay soon, the Guardian said. Worrying about every child you have. Eventually one of them will have your hair. Why don't you accept that this is beyond your control?

I ignored the Guardian. It was still a long time till Jay's birthday, and I wasn't going to worry now. I was just thankful Raven was okay.

Raven yawned. I guess all the excitement of the fire had made her tired too. I carried Raven to her room, changed her into pajamas, and tied her hair into ribbons so I could see her face better. "So much like your father," I whispered. She had my eyes, but her nose was most definitely her father's, as were the stick-outty ears that I had once laughingly teased Justin about.

I hoped her looks were all she inherited from him.

Raven looked worried, and began to gurgle frantically, as though some awful idea had just occurred to her. I almost laughed at her scrunched little face. I had the feeling that Raven would be a big worrier as she grew older.

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I decided that I would stay home with Raven and Jay for a little longer, then I would go back to work and we'd hire a babysitter. I missed my job so much some days, but I also loved spending time with Raven and Jay. Raven had only grown more adorable as a toddler, and with the passing days I was more and more enamored with my first born.

Her favorite toy was the shape set. She would spend hours trying to fit the cylinder in the square and triangular shaped holes.

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For some reason she never bothered with the circular hole. I had the feeling that she knew exactly where the cylinder would fit; she was just sure sheer will power could change the shape. It was like she needed to make something new, do something no one had ever done before. I knew that this girl would always have a passion for inventing.

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I started to teach Raven how to walk, taking advantage of being home alone to walk around in my underwear. Raven took to it so fast I was shocked. She couldn't quite walk by herself yet, but it was getting close.

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Potty training, on the other hand, was much more of a task. Raven would sit on the potty, but she would always look at me, scared, like she didn't want to me to look at her while she went.

On a whim, I decided to leave the room for just a minute while she was on the potty. I peeked into the room and discovered that Raven had used it just fine when she thought she was alone. I wondered what it was that could make Raven so scared. I'd never known toddlers could have such an awareness of privacy.

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Raven also loved to play with her teddy bear. She cuddled him all the time and even named him, "Mah Woo." Well, I think that was a name. She seemed to cry that out whenever she was with him. Raven loved to coo and mumble, but she had trouble learning actual words, and got so frustrated that Goodwin and I decided to wait before trying to teach her again.

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But poor Raven worried about Mah Woo too. I often saw her touching his chest and looking nervous, as though she understood that there was such a thing as a heartbeat and that it could stop. She would look up at me with fearful eyes and I would explain that I was a doctor and that if Mah Woo was hurt I could help him. It was unnerving to see her smile after my explanations. A toddler couldn't possibly understand illness yet, right?

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I talked to Goodwin about it one night before we went to sleep but he laughed, saying that I was imagining things. "Some toddlers are just smart," he told me. "And clearly our Raven is a little neurotic too."

I agreed with him but still felt a bit uneasy.

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The next day was one of Goodwin's days off. Less work time each week had done wonders for his stress level, and I knew Goodwin's boss appreciated that he cared so much about his family. Despite working less I had a feeling that Goodwin was in for a raise soon.

Goodwin was so happy playing with Jay and Raven that I decided to spend some rare time outside of the house. I changed into a new outfit and got in our crummy sloppy jalopy, planning on going to the park to socialize a little and maybe practice some chess. For some reason, I had the strong desire to drive in the opposite direction. Well, why not? I turned the car around, figuring I might as well be impulsive for once.

I was so sure where to go that I felt as though someone was guiding me through the unfamiliar roads, illuminating each step of the journey in front of me. The Guardian assured me that it wasn't sending me anywhere, but it couldn't tell me anything beyond that, and the whole drive felt a bit odd.

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At last, I pulled up in front of an old fashioned cottage, surrounded by a swampy pond. It appeared I was in the undeveloped outskirts of Twinbrook. I stepped out of the car, unsure what to expect. Was this a plot of my mother's? It didn't feel like anything bad was going to happen, but I no longer trusted myself to be the best judge of a situation.

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Only way way to find out. I walked to the front door, just a little tense, and knocked quietly.

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Sorry for the shortness of this chapter. It was actually becoming quite long so I decided to split what I had in half. I hope everyone's happy that Blue and Goodwin have settled their problems though!

For next chapter, expect to learn more about magic and hear a shocking truth (or two) that will shake Blue to the core.

If anyone is curious about Raven's traits (or Jay's, or those of any future children), check out the "Meet the Family," page, where it lists all of their traits for you.

Comments and criticism are greatly appreciated, as always :)